Welcome to my life

I’ve been experiencing some interesting things in my life and I would like to share theme with my friends. Some are not so happy but things not always go as we want. These last few months of my life have been a carrousel of emotions, doubts, conclusions and even some disappointments. And I thought, why not write them down? Maybe some of you could learn something from me. Maybe you would say “Hey! I’ve been there! I know what you mean.” Or maybe no one would care but at least I hope to learn something from it.
Everyone is always asking me how am I doing and this was the way I found to answer you and let you be, somehow, a part of my life.
One time, somewhere in Portugal, there was this girl with a boyfriend, great family and some good friends. The girl had, what other people may consider, everything to live haply ever after. But…She felt like something was missing. That girl is me…
Don’t know if you are familiar to this Maslow’s hierarchy of needs theory but for a long time I felt stuck in the 4th step. I couldn’t manage to go up and I was starting to fall down. I couldn’t stay still and don’t do nothing, that was for sure… Still, I was afraid to take a risk but you know…only trees have to stay in the same place forever in order to survive!
I want to do something great in my life. I want to make a difference in the engineer field. I want to have a chance to do what I am good at. I want to grow up as a person and only regret of the things that I have done. Therefore, I packed my bags and I decided to go abroad.